current mood:
hating life for so many reasons.
I am mad at many people including myself.
Love is not garanteed for life time. Eventually it runs out if you keep giving it and not get enough back in return.
I feel so out of love lately.
Among a non stop crying child, hours and hours of no sleep, too much unknown for the future and a lot of financial worries I should be able to pick the worst I am dealing with these days. The worst is not even in that list. That is how great my life is as of tonight, 1:16 am.
All I can say is, back the f.. off. Enough is enough.

I dont know.

Can I really get through this one? This might be the toughest of them all, mostly because I can't share it with anyone. I can't seek for advice or support. I remember my dad used to say women burry many secrets with them. This is one of those.
Maybe time can help. And I hope Aryanna keeps me sane through it all.