Monday, July 9, 2012

Helpful tears

Crying is good. Crying helps.
I need to cry. I need to feel the pain, the frustration and the sadness and get them out in tears...
Crying is good.

Thursday, July 5, 2012


Today is July 5th. Aryanna Yalda is 18 month, 1.5 years old today.
We are still waiting to see my parents immigration case number shows up online so they can come here.
We were waiting for that to happen, any day, a year and half ago. This scares me. My uncle's case with the exact details showed up and he is going to get their visa next week. So my dad should be able to get his visa soon. This waiting has put everyone on the edge. I really hope we know by the end of July since I need to call and schedule my surgery by then. Some days, I absolutely hate waiting and the fact that so much has changed and yet a lot is the same.