Oh aroosak, I miss you so much.
I am happy you won't remember these days.
The night before surgery, Duke University hospital.
The night before surgery, Duke University hospital.
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Going to the hospital tomorrow. I don't have a will. I told Gabe all that mattered to me, I trust that he will do what I wish should something go wrong.
I emotionally couldn't handle anything more than that. If this surgery goes well. as soon I recover, I will work on a real will, life insurance and all that other stuff.
So the surgery is finally here. I am happy that it will be over soon. I am already missing Aryanna.
Boghz daram. So many things I like to say, I like to scream but I can't, I shouldn't. No one really cares anyway...
Life is hard. I know, I know mine is much better than many others but it is still hard enough sometimes not to love it.
I still want it, every good and bad moments of it that I can get, I want it, especially now with Aryanna more than always. Mommy loves you baby, always, yesterday, today and tomorrow too.
I emotionally couldn't handle anything more than that. If this surgery goes well. as soon I recover, I will work on a real will, life insurance and all that other stuff.
So the surgery is finally here. I am happy that it will be over soon. I am already missing Aryanna.
Boghz daram. So many things I like to say, I like to scream but I can't, I shouldn't. No one really cares anyway...
Life is hard. I know, I know mine is much better than many others but it is still hard enough sometimes not to love it.
I still want it, every good and bad moments of it that I can get, I want it, especially now with Aryanna more than always. Mommy loves you baby, always, yesterday, today and tomorrow too.
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