Tuesday, April 5, 2011

You are here!

You were born on Jan 5th by c-section. I need to write down your birth story. I need to write more often both when I am sad and when not! Today you turned three months old. We had a horrible night. I had a horrible night. Hopefully you did not.

All that matters is that I am a mommy now! A lot has changed and yet many things are the same. I need to change, I think. I need to adapt and do what is best for you my little future, Aryanna Yalda Joy!


  1. ugh. ugliness and anger. as the intoxication subsides i still feel the sadness and emptiness that consumes me. aryanna is the only part of me that remains sane. you are my wife, and i will do better by you.